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Towards the last two months of my last visit to India in the spring of 2012, I encountered the Tibetan community in exile in India experiencing painful news of their people self-immolating in fire one after another in China-occupied Tibet. My experiences in the past visits in India (drawing a cremation site in Varanasi, documenting fire pits, cremation alters, and contemplating on life and death around fire) synchronized with this particular movement, an extreme way of ‘offering’ their bodies to ‘fire’ for asking freedom and peace.I could not help drawing large and small drawings as emotional response and with a sense of mourning.

After coming back to Vancouver, the self-immolation kept happening and I felt that my personal and professional task is not finished.

I have come back to India to continue to document and draw under the same theme. tomoyoihaya@hotmail.com

28 November 2019

For Yonten November 26 2019


For Yonten, 24 years old, who died in self immolation on November 26 2019 in Ngaba, Amdo, Tibet.
He was a monk at Kirti monastery however disrobed to help his family in their nomadic livelihood.  
He passed away on site after carrying out his protest around 4 pm. 

This marks the 165th Tibetan to self immolate in occupied Tibet and in exile since 2008.

_________
The sad news arrived on the cold winter day.  Cold wind was blowing in the grey sky.
If it is cold here, his hometown must have been much colder there. 

I thought of his passing alone on the far away high plateau.
Hundreds of small streams,green pasture land and mountains are controlled, exploited and divided into pieces just as to the people who belong there. 

I thought of his fellow brothers and sisters who sacrificed their lives for dignity and freedom.

I pray for his fellow brothers and sisters who are standing up for dignity and freedom at this moment 
in Tibet and in the world.   Although one knows praying is not enough. 









8 November 2019

Paths - Over Hundreds of Rivers ( Workshop and mini exhibition) in Cheonan City, Republic of Korea, November 2019



For a workshop in Cheonan
천안 워크샵
Title: Paths – Over a Hundred Rivers
제목: 길 - 수 백 개의 강을 건너
In this workshop we will explore themes of reconciliation, healing, empathy, and sustainability through dialogues – our own inner dialogue, as well as dialogues between participants.
이번 워크샵에서 참가자들은 대화를 통해 화해, 치유, 공감, 지속 가능성에 대해 얘기할 것입니다. 각자 내면의 대화를 하게 되고 또 참가자들 간의 대화를 나누게 될 것입니다.
We will use mainly Korean and Japanese paper – as well as other handmade papers – using mixed media techniques such as drawing/painting, stitching, cutting and pasting, collaging, and mending.
주로 한지나 일본 종이를 사용하게 되고 또 다른 핸드메이드 종이를 사용하게 될 것입니다.
드로잉/페인팅, 바느질, 자르기, 붙이기, 콜라주 등 여러 가지 혼합 매체 테크닉을 사용하게 될 것입니다.
Each participant will work on a sheet of paper for their contemplative inner journey with the above themes. At the same time, another set of paper of different sizes and kinds will be provided for participants to apply their preferred technique(s). These will be patched to together to make a ‘chogappo’ (a Korean wrapper traditionally made of fabric).
참가자들은 각자 종이 한 장에 자신의 관조적인 내면 여정을 그려내게 될 것입니다. 참가자들이 각자 선호하는 테크닉에 따라 다른 크기와 종류의 종이가 제공될 것입니다. 완성된 참가자들의 종이는 모두 덧대어져 ‘조각보’로 만들어 지게 됩니다.
As we create, we will think of human right violations, violence and abuses that have caused many wounds and suffering among people -– particularly women in Korea – and other countries. The violence can come from outside forces or from within. In recent years, I have come to know about the Korean democratic struggle, as well as learn about the many people who lost their lives in protests in Taiwan, Tibet, and many other places in the world. My heart has been aching for women who were forced into sex slavery by the Japanese troops during World War II in Korea, Japan, Taiwan, Philippines, China, and Indonesia.
작업을 하면서 인권 침해, 폭력, 그리고 학대를 통해 사람들이 받은 많은 상처와 고통을 되돌아볼 수 있는 시간이 되었으면 좋겠습니다.
폭력은 외부나 내부 어디서나 일어날 수 있습니다. 저는 최근 한국의 민주화 투쟁에 대해 알게 되었고, 대만, 티베트, 그리고 세계 여러 곳에서 일어난 시위에 목숨을 잃은 많은 사람들에 대해서도 알게 되었습니다. 세계 2차 대전 중 성 노예로 일본 군대에 끌려간 한국, 일본, 대만, 필리핀, 중국, 인도네시아의 많은 여성들에 의해 마음이 너무 아팠습니다.
These situations have been repeated throughout human history and in every part of the world. Why do we destroy and wound fellow humans rather than coexisting peacefully and respecting one another’s cultures? The current world feels chaotic – caused by strong forces of greed, where many of us feel overwhelmed, in despair, and heartbroken. I am one of them.
또 이러한 상황은 인류 역사와 세계 각처에서 늘 반복되어 왔습니다. 왜 우리는 평화롭게 공존하고 서로의 문화를 존중하기보다는 서로를 파괴하고 상처를 입히는 걸까요? 많은 사람들이 강한 힘에 의해 압도당하고 절망하고 비통한 심경을 통해 현재 세계는 혼란스럽게 느껴 집니다. 저도 그들과 같습니다.
Being open-hearted amidst this chaos may be challenging. However, I believe we can find courage to counteract this situation by doing inner reflective work and to make something heart-full and meaningful.
이 혼란 속에서 마음을 트는 것은 어려운 일일지도 모르겠습니다, 그러나 저는 우리가 내면을 들여다보는 작업을 통해 진심 어리고 의미 있는 것을 만듦으로써 세상에서 일어나는 일들에 반성할 수 있는 용기를 찾을 수 있음을 믿습니다.
The reason I am offering this workshop with Korean friends comes from my growing knowledge of the tragedy and pain caused by my ancestors that continues to the present day. Using Korean and Japanese handmade papers is an inspiration that came to my mind one night. It symbolises reconciliation, peace, sharing empathy and love. Handmade papers are also a symbol of sustainability and peace as they do not destroy the natural environment nor people’s minds, unlike our exploitive economic system.
제가 친구들과 이번 워크샵을 진행하게 된 이유는 오늘날 까지 이어지고 있는 선조들의 비극과 고통에 대해 커져 가는 저의 관심에 의해 비롯되었습니다. 어느 날 밤 문득 한지와 일본 핸드메이드 종이를 같이 섞어서 사용하게 되는것이 제 영감이 되었습니다. 각 나라에 종이를 함께 사용하는 자체는 화해 와 평화, 공감과 사랑을 상징합니다. 손으로 직접 공정한 종이는 공장에서 만들어지는 종이와 달리 자연환경이나 노동 착취되는 노동자들의 마음을 파괴하지 않기 때문에 지속 가능성과 평화를 상징하기도 합니다.
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<Paths : Over Hundreds of Rivers>
종이조각보 워크숍
2019.11/12(화) 19:00~ : : 시민과 함께
2019.11/13(수) 14:00~ : : 천안지역 이주여성과 함께
2019.11/14(목) 14:00~ : : 시민과 함께
@천안 북카페 산새

Blue Protesters in Gwangju 1980 are still walking.


I see brutal pictures of victims injured by excessive violence of police force almost everyday on social media. My heart aches.

These blue spirits of protesters are drawn for the animated video 'City of Light', which was produced this year with theme of the well known democratic movement that happened in Gwangju, Republic of Korea in 1980.  Many students and civilians lost their lives while standing up for their rights of freedom and democracy.

I overlap these blue sprits with fellow humans who are standing up for their own rights at this moment.  I also thought of fellow humans who died or imprisoned in the past.

The situation that violates human rights happening all over the world.  Human realm seems to have lost sanity.  When we need more sustainability, empathy and co-existing,  a strong force of greed and power seems to keep abusing other human beings and exploiting the whole world.

What can we, who are on the safer side, do to stop this? 

Where Do We Come From? What Are We? Where Are We Going?
-Paul Gauguin




24 October 2019

Remember Sonam Dargye March 17 2012

For Sonam Dargye, a 44 yr old farmer, who carried out a self immolation protest on March 17 2012 in the town of Rongpo, Rebkon, Amdo, Tibet.

He set himself on fire in the middle of the street in Rongpo town. While his body still aflame, hundreds of Tibetans gather around according to a video footage that came out to the exile side.

He was a father of three.

Three days earlier, Jamyang Palden, a monk from Rongpo gompa, also self immolated himself.

Following their passings,  thousands of Tibetans in Rebkong area gathered to offer prayer vigils.





26 September 2019

Gwanju Diary - Into Blue @ Visual Space Gallery, Vancouver, BC, Canada


Compassionate Empathy 2 共苦2

I feel your pain.  Ninjye - a Tibetan word to express compassionate empathy.

How many are weeping at this moment?
How many in pain?
How many in deep sorrow?
How many on the dark edge of fear?

How many  can reach out from heart?  Each other. One another.  Holding.

To all forms of living beings.

To the mother earth.



Compassionate Empathy 1 共苦1



Note:  there is no particular gender in these figures.  Spirit to spirit, soul to soul and mind to mind.  Up to your imagination. 

Snow Mountain 雪山よ


Snow Mountain
If you do not stand up like a human of dignity,
You are just the useless highest peak.
Do not stay lying down,
Rather, 
Stand up on the ground.
Solider 
If you have to shoot me to death,
Shoot my head.
Do not shoot my heart.
Because
I have my love in my heart. 

(Anonymous Tibetan in exile)

雪山よ
もし君が人間のようにたちあがらなかったなら
たとえ世界の最高峰だったとしても
その醜さをただ無残にさらすだけだ
最高峰として寝そべっているよりも
むしろ最底辺でスックと立つべきだ
兵士よ
もしどうしてもぼくを撃たなければいけないのなら
僕の頭を撃ってくれ
僕の心臓は撃たないでくれ
僕の心には愛する人がいるのだから

(亡命チベット人による詩、名前不明)

This poem was introduced by Ms. Liu, who has lived in Japan for many years and is known as a translator of a few Tsering Woeser's books in Japanese.  She has translated and published 'Kora' by Tibetan writer/poet/activist Tenzin Tsundue this year.  This poem came with her letter with the book. 

It stuck in my heart for 5 months while my away in India, Taiwan, Japan and Korea this spring to early summer. Now it is autumn and finally the image came up to me in layers on top of the poem. 

People who passed cold snowy mountains at night to cross the border.  

The 17 years old girl who was shot by the Chinese border police.

The method of an execution of a person on death row, which I learned in one country. 
The executer marks dotted circle on the back of the person where his heart is and shoot the spot. 

A dream, yearning and love disappear in a second.  A heart breaks and a precious life ends. 

Despite there are fellow humans in the world who decide to stand up for freedom and dignity.
They do not give up.  

What is to live?  






5 June 2019

Remembering Ven. Palden Gyatso

To remember Gen Palden Gyasto la, who passed away on November 30, 2018 in Dharamsala.

He, a Tibetan Buddhist monk, is known to be the prisoner of conscience who had served the longest (33 years) term of any Tibetan political prisoner in Chinese prisons and labour camps.

I had never met him in person, however, always held deep respect him for his strength and courage to the world to talk about his painful experience to help others in the same situation.

I had wanted to draw him when I heard the news of his passing in 2018.  I was deeply saddened however felt a relief he did not have to go through pain anymore in this life time.

I could not start drawing somehow so I kept carrying a piece of paper whenever I travelled to, till now.

Completed in Gwangju, Korea, where over a thousand people suffered from the same kind of pain for the same reason.  May he come back as a brilliant being again without any suffering.

I know that it was beyond my ability to express the depth of his eyes. 


Note:  I really love the photo of Gen la on the right. I draw this drawing from this photo but do not know the photographer name.
Please let me know if you know.  I would like to leave a credit here.

30 May 2019

Statement on Korean exhibitions May 2019


On the exhibitions in Korea                                                                      Tomoyo Ihaya
  
The works in this exhibition are contemplative journals of one human being’s journeys through India, Tibet, Taiwan and South Korea.

I migrated 20 years ago from Japan to Canada where, while not perfect, freedom of speech, human rights and democracy are relatively protected. I took these rights for granted until I grew close to people who struggled for them and bore suffering and pain as a result. While I do not have the ability to fully experience the sacrifice and pain they have gone through, I feel the urge to do something.

I first went to India in 2005 and fell in love with the depth and complexity of the culture, which inspired my first project on the theme of the cycle of life and death. I have returned, like a nomad, every year since.

Early in my visits, I met senior community members who escaped from Tibet to India during the violent occupation of Tibet in 1959; to this day the suppression continues to happen. This community taught me the power of compassion and empathy, interconnectedness, resistance and a sense of humour.

When in India in 2012, I saw an image of a burning monk on the computer screen at a cyber café and my heart and soul were deeply shaken by the occurrence. Somebody was willing to sacrifice his or her life in such a painful way for the fight for human rights, human dignity and the respect of others. I felt a quiet anger for the injustice and an affection and sadness for my fellow human beings for we are interconnected like woven threads.

I am not sure why, but I could not stop drawings images about the deaths of these people. Each time I learned about another person carrying out the same protest I drew to remember them and in hope that someday nobody would have to go through this personal sacrifice anymore.

My journey of drawing the lost lives of Tibetans has taken me to other locations and countries that have experienced similar turmoil in the struggle for freedom of speech, human rights and democracy. 

Last year (2018), through the hard work of Korean art writer and editor, Jin Yongju, my work that was exhibited in Tokyo and Tsu-City was exhibited in Gwangju Korea at the AHHA gallery.  Through a group of new friends whom I met there with an immediate sense of bond, I learned about the major uprising for democracy that happened in Gwangju in 1980.  It was carried out by a large group of students and civilians and as a result hundreds people (or more than 1000) were massacred. These friends had empathy for my work because of the painful past. I had a loss of words when I visited the cemetery of the victims and activists who were brutally killed due to speaking out for the rights for freedom and democracy. By the end of the visit, I suggested making an art video about Gwangju and humanity.  This visit resulted in the exhibition in Cheonan and Gwangju this year (2019).

This year I was in Taiwan in March to install an exhibition and participate in an artist residency as a part of Born2BeFree Festival.  Similar events occurred to my visit to Korea. On this occasion, Tsung li Yang, a Taiwanese activist for human rights and democratic freedom whom I met at the international conference for peace and democracy in Delhi (2018), arranged for an exhibition in Taiwan. He felt empathy with an art video I produced about self-immolation in Tibet  ‘Eyes Water Fire’ that it was shown at the conference.  During my stay in Taichung and Taipei city, I met a group of people who educated me on the painful post World War II history of Taiwan and the 228.1947 Massacre and the long lasted ‘White Terror’, during which time countless people were arrested, tortured and lost their lives due to an upraising.  Taiwan has obtained a democracy after, however, still struggles to keep democracy and freedom of speech.

I also came to know about a Taiwanese hero known as the father of democracy Nylon Cheng, who self-immolated in a protest in 1980. I visited the museum built in his honour and met with his family.

I have been sensitive, since I was a young, about Japan’s once occupation and violation of human rights in Taiwan and Korea and the unresolved wounds resulting.  However, I did not know about the post World War II struggles in both countries and was shocked and ashamed that I did not know.

The art I have made since 2012 may be seen as social and political because of the subject matters but it is also about transformation and reconciliation or simply, empathy and love in visual language. As well, it is concerned with “the contemplation on the cycle of living and dying “ that is my core motivation for making art.  These elements are acts of protest. Anything made from empathy and love is the best weapon against injustice, greed and violence.

In my works there are many eyes, blue legs and hands, sky lanterns, burned holes, a tree, a little ship, and a warship covered with eyes and sprouts. All these elements are poetic metaphors for the history of humanity in Gwangju, Taiwan, Tibet and all over in the world. The creation of them comes from feeling, witnessing and praying. They represent humanities interconnectedness, hope, the cycle of life, death and new life. As a collective journey, through these images, I would like the viewer to find her/his own poems, stories and thoughts about what to live for and how to live.

I conclude with a phrase by Nylon Cheng:

“Flowers bloom from wounds.”

Like May flowers.

Tomoyo Ihaya

"Gwangju - City of Light" @ 5.18 Archives, Gwangju, South Korea May 17 to June 15 2018




“Gwangju – City of Light” 
@5.18 Archives
Gwangju, South Korea
May 17 to 23 – The first installation
May 24 to 30 – The second addition
May 31st to June 15th – The official exhibition dates *

June 7th – The 159th Meudonsan Sound of a Wind bell concert by the pianist Sang Rog Lee and his friends. I am doing a live painting during a part of session.

*Upon a request from 5.18 Archives that offered the space for the exhibition,
A part of works including a new video was installed for May 17th and 18th Gwangju uprising memorial day ahead of the actual exhibition dates. On May 24th, a few works were added. 

June 7th There will be a concert by the pianist Sang Rog Lee and his friends. I am doing a live painting during a part of session.



5.18.1980 is the significant number for Korean people.
May 18 1980 is the day that triggered a massive democratic uprising by students and civilians in Gwangju, which caused brutal massacre by the dictator government's army force. 

The content of the both exhibitions in Korea include a new art video 'City of Light', new and old drawings and mixed media installation works. I was fortunate to have 4 young artists to compose the video and a brilliant Korean pianist Sang Rog Lee for background music. The project started in September 2018 in Vancouver and the final recording of music composed and played by Mr.Lee was done at Bohemian Studio, Gwangju and finally edited by Myoung Jin Choi and Jung Yun Hwang one day before the partial opening of the exhibition on May 17th. 

Works that I exhibited at the exhibition in Taichung city, which reflect my learning experience about Taiwan's political social tragedies and struggle for democracy, will be on view.

It is a long story how I reached to Taiwan and Korea almost around time is a long story.  The only thing I can say is everything is a result of connections through  
empathetic contemplations on human rights, freedom and meaning of life.


Much gratitude goes to:
All dear friends in Vancouver who helped me with these projects.
Tsung Li Yang and his stuff/volunteers for bringing me to  Taichung city, Taiwan for the exhibition and a residency.
Myoung Jae Lee and his friends for their hard work to put the exhibition together in Cheonan.
AHHA Gallery director Myoung Jin Choi, and the dear AHHA Gallery family in Gwangju.
Seoul Family, Jin Yonju and Cho Yoonjoon
My travel guardian, Tanuko.