Social media was flooded with pictures of your smiling face, your ama la and pala holding tears, your family. faces of mourning people. Video clips of the funeral and cremation. All I could do was to gaze them speechless in tears.info
Towards the last two months of my last visit to India in the spring of 2012, I encountered the Tibetan community in exile in India experiencing painful news of their people self-immolating in fire one after another in China-occupied Tibet. My experiences in the past visits in India (drawing a cremation site in Varanasi, documenting fire pits, cremation alters, and contemplating on life and death around fire) synchronized with this particular movement, an extreme way of ‘offering’ their bodies to ‘fire’ for asking freedom and peace.I could not help drawing large and small drawings as emotional response and with a sense of mourning.
After coming back to Vancouver, the self-immolation kept happening and I felt that my personal and professional task is not finished.
I have come back to India to continue to document and draw under the same theme. tomoyoihaya@hotmail.com
7 March 2016
For Dorje Tsering and Kusho Kalang Wangdu 2 - Bridge
Social media was flooded with pictures of your smiling face, your ama la and pala holding tears, your family. faces of mourning people. Video clips of the funeral and cremation. All I could do was to gaze them speechless in tears.1 March 2016
For Dorge Tsering and Kusho Kalsang Wangdu - February 29 2016
For Dorge Tsering, a 16 years old Tibetan student in Manali, India, and Kalsang Wangdu, a 18 yrs old monk of Retsokha Aryaling Monstery in Ganze, Kham, Tibet, who both self immolated on February 29th 2016.
Dorje Tsering, 16, set himself ablaze near a housing complex for elderly Tibetans in Dehradun at about 8:30 am. His body is 95 % burnt and he is struggling. He said on his bed 'I have the will to do somehting for the Tibetan cause and thought that I would sacrifice this body for the Tibetan cause'.
Kusho Kalsang Wangdu self-immolated around 4 pm near his monastery in Kardze.
It is said while engulfed in flame, he called out for Tibet's complete independence. The security force seemed to have taken his body away, however, he passed away on the way before reaching a hospital in Chengdu.
Tibetan in exile and Tibetans inside. One incident in a 'free democratic country in exile' and another in a 'suppressed father land'. Both are teenagers.
I pray sincerely that the day will come when these young spirits do not have to give up their lives this way. I wish someday soon they and all other suppressed could live where they belong to freely with their values and beliefs. May open heart and compassion permeate as far and deep as possible.
Prayers and wishes for Dorge Tsering's recorvery and thoughts are with him and his parents.
His mother rescued him to the tap water and burnt herself as well.
Note: Dorje Tsering la passed way on March 3rd 2016 and funeral and cremation took place in Dharamsala on March 6th. Hundreds people attended.
29 February 2016
Sketch - Impression on 'Ninjye' スケッチ・ニンジェー(共苦)
The other day I saw a Japanese translation for it in different version. Instead of translating it 'compassion' (慈悲), one Japansese scholar translated it literally 'sharing suffering'(共苦).
This Japanese in Chinese character struck my heart.
ninjye - 共苦 - empathy - resonance - compassion - Sharing suffering of others like ours with compassion.
Such a beautiful translation that one image emerged.
note: The scholar's name is: Dr. Yasuhide Tujimura ' Philosophy of Ninjye and Dala Lama'
チベット語のニンジェーの日本語訳 ’共苦’から浮かんできたイメージ(辻村優英さん訳)に 。 人の痛みを自分の痛みのように 慈悲を持って感じるのが 共苦
24 February 2016
Form of Prayers 祈りのかたち
His requested themes were prayer and votive lights.
I remembered countless memories of being among flickering flames of butter lamps and candles.
I remembered so many faces of people praying and shedding tears.
Their faces were illuminated by the light of the lamps and candles.
Ocean of lights. Form of prayer. These words came up while I was painting a red flame on each vessel and candle.
心友から 絵を描く機会をいただきました。
灯明と祈りが 感じられるイメージをと。
灯明と祈りという言葉で浮かんできたのは 数え切れぬ記憶、
薄暗い空間に無数にゆれているバターランプや蝋燭の灯
揺れる灯に照らされた涙を流す祈る人々の顔でした。
描いた 容器と蝋燭に、ひとつひとつ 赤い絵の具で灯を描きいれているとき、
言葉がうかんできました。
灯の大海 祈りの形




